Some days you just need to shut yourself up. You shut yourself up because you care too much – about everything and everyone and you know that when that happens, you lose so much of yourself.
So much, you want to hit yourself with a metal chair over and over and over and watch yourself deform into a gross set of skin and bones.
Some days you need to stop feeling because every day is both a reduction and an overcompensation. For some possibly self-obsessed reason, people always seem to hurt you even when they’re not.
Some days you hope too and it destroys you.