The lecture was on sociology and the lecturer asked me what was it I desired.
I stared at him for a good long minute, knowing exactly what i wanted but also knowing that it wasnt the answer he was hoping to get. Right now, all i want is the world to end and for everyone to go into eternal sleep so that nothing horrible exists anymore. No stress, no stereotypes, no hate, no prejudice, no troubles, no feels. We are polluting ourselves and it is terrible.
But im not going to expose my morbid darkness in a lecture theatre filled with fuckboys and innocent minds. And so i answer a true answer, the answer that i go to when i’ve given up on some aspect of life – a relatively expected answer that gains a smirk from this weird teacher.
I desire ice cream.